God, I hate being ill. Still, that is how you find me - dosed up on Lemsip, ginger tea and lentil soup. I literally ache all over. I couldn't sleep last night whatsoever, and each time I tried, I felt a wave of panic sweep over me: For some reason, all I could see in front of me was my workload and a feeling of helplessness in the face of it. Unsurprisingly, I've spent the day feeling rougher than a badger's badger. And while I don't feel quite as I did last night, every single joint, especially in my hands and feet, feels as if they've swollen up.